M & i have made a bet...
If i can make it to December 31 without mentioning, asking about or generally hinting towards getting engaged then he is going to buy me an iPad !!

Cray-cray !!
I can totally do it, man i want that iPad bad, not as bad as i want to prove that i CAN think about things other than getting engaged hehehe
He knows i only say it because of how much i love him, i dont ever put the pressure on
M also said something along the lines of 'can you please stop mentioning it & forget about it happening...i dont want it to be at the front of your mind'
Because i'm a girl, i totally & completely read into that
Anyway, fingers crossed i'm posting off an iPad in like 11 months time !!