Doing it Tough !

Hello,

You may have noticed my recent absence ?
I've been having a hard time at work, well it's not my work anymore as i resigned

Tuesday was my last day & to be honest, it couldn't have come soon enough. I've gone through so many emotions with this role, when i began i was ecstatic i was ready for it to become my career. After a few months there is just knew it wasn't for me & that i wanted out. I don't want to harp on about the negatives, rather i'm chalking it up to experience & moving on with my life

On the Vogue forums lately i've been reading the Unexpected Awesome things about your job thread. I feel like i am one of them now, before i resigned i got offered a job at the local council ! The hours, pay & people are great. I can't even begin to describe how excited i am to be in this position !

So expect to see A LOT more posts from me, life is good x

The anticipation of leaving

In less than 4 weeks i'll be moving out of home !

It scares me to even THINK that let alone do it, but i'm moving in with my best friend & boyfriend of (almost) 2 years, M !!

It's going to rock ! We get along so well...he likes the smell of my candles & i like the sound of his NBA games <3 it just works . What bothers me is not whether or not we're compatible, but whether or not i will miss my home

I'm super sentimental, i still have my shirt from year 12 camp, i just had one of the best weeks of my life there so i find it hard to just 'discard' that memory...hence why i'm keeping the shirt

I'm so ready to have my own space though, which means i'll be fine right ?

I will be....

i'm also loosing my s**t about packing. Everything we have in new so it doesn't really have to be boxed up, but i need it in order, at the moment its all stored in my brother rooms

Everything is boxed up or still in its original box, the only stuff i have successfully organised, labeled and set aside is the christmas stuff we bought at this years boxing day sales

read: i adore christmas

Le Sigh, i posted on the Vogue Forums about my packing dillema & the feeling of forgetting stuff, i'm overwhelmed at the moment but the ladies on there are beyond helpful, they the best

Just the thought of moving all the books, all the electricals, all the dvd's, all the furniture, all the clothes, all the kitchen wear is making me nervous !! thats just the small things

Anyway I'm in one of those moods when i need a little reassurance, as a reader you can tell by the overzealous punctuation & the multitude of paragraphs hahaha

This basket case is off to watch Pretty Little Liars with a cup of sleppytime tea

Thanks for reading my ramblings